December 19, 2009
				
					snow is a wonder, creating a calm and peaceful vista.
snow comes to soften
the landscape’s harsh look and
still the din outside.
but sometimes, i’d rather it pass us by…
i dread this snowstorm,
too soon for me. not ready
to clear the paths.
disclaimer: never said i’m a writer.
				 
				
			 
			
			
				
				November 23, 2009
				
					I’ve been trying to think of something interesting to write about for over a week.  I even started one post and deleted it.  I want to post here more than I have been, for a lot of reasons.  But being an exhibitionist is not one of the reasons and I don’t want to write just for the sake of seeing my post up in lights.
I’ve been following some interesting groups on Twitter lately, including a set of lovely people who use their blogs to share and support each other in artistic and creative work.  I’m not really a member of the community, a friend is, but I find it interesting, challenging, comforting, and somewhat disheartening all at once.  That last adjective is because they’re all way more talented than I am.  They’re also a lot more creative….they seem to overflow with ideas, for art, for writing, for posting.  I enjoy reading through it, but it’s been a little intimidating.  It’s made me feel like anything I start to write and write about doesn’t measure up.
Anyway, I’m just writing this to get myself going again.  I thought of the title this morning and liked it.  So I decided to write about not writing.  Kind of ironic, because I find those essays about how hard it was to write the essay or tweets about thinking of a tweet, etc. silly, and here I am doing a whole blog post like that.  Maybe I will make a tag called silly-post just for this.  But at least I wrote something and hopefully will follow with more soon.